Hello Everyone my name is Celina and I thought I would give you some insight as to why I'm finally taking my life into my own hands.  You see I feel like when people look at me all they see is my weight I hate that fact.  My whole life I have been on the chubby side and it only got worse after I had my children.   You see I am a stay at home mother of 2 gorgeous children bu the fact is I have hidden behind them for to long.  I need to do this for myself as well as my family but me first.  Because how can you be happy in life if your not happy in your own skin and right now i'm not but I intend to be.  I have lived in my weight's shadow for to long and I'm finally coming into the light!!!!!  I think the turning point for me is I'm going to be turning 30 next month and that means that I have spent the majority of my life unhappy with myself.  I want to enjoy the rest of my long life with my family.   I want to grow old with my husband and I want to see my children grow up, get married, and have children of they're own and if I keep going the way I'm going I'm not sure that'll happen.  So from here on out it's about treating myself as good as treat everyone else and stop acting like i'm not good enough.  From here on out i'm in the light and in the front nomo re shadows for me.   To everyone out there GOOD LUCK AND KEEP UP YOUR SPIRITS YOU DIDN'T PUT IT ON IN A DAY SO IT WON'T COME OFF IN ONE KEEP WORKING AND YOU'LL GET THERE YOU JUST HAVE TO BELIEVE THAT YOUR WORTH IT I DO!!!!!!!!!!